Words form Deep Left Field

Hello World! I've been reading a book that addresses the issue of pedophilla. Being a pedophile I'm always interested in what people have to say about me. First, though I would like to say a few words about The guy up in Idaho, Duncan, who's claiming the devil made him kill those people. I dont want to be judgemental here, but why do people give the devil so much power? God stripped him of his place in His Army of Angels and cast him into a Lake of Fire. THAT is the only place the devil rules!!!

WHY? Because it's easier then saying, "I'm a selfish asshole and find it easier to blame the world (or the devil) for my problems then to take account of them myself."

Every sex offender has to deal with registration for a period of time. Me, it's the rest of my life. Sex offenders are society's scapegoat in the present age. My frustrations with society won't drive me over the edge and cause me to attack and rape another child. No, if I do that it's because I CHOSE TO DO THAT!!! I daily have to address my sexuality; I have to chose to do what is right. I may be lonely, broke, and inadapt in attracting women to my fold, BUT that's still no reason to attack a child!!!

I doubt I'll ever find a spot on this planet where there's not children, but it's my responsiblity to always be a helper to chilren. Even to the point of disclosure when neserary(sic). I have been out of prison for 5yrs now, after doing a 10yrs flat. I was a in sex offender treatmeat program (SOTP) One of the things I learned is the power of secerts. Now, my attitude is I disclose; open my closet, to women I hope to have in my life. Either she runs or she stays. She's got be strong and observant. She's got to be able to express her desires, pains, fears, etc. She has to be able to confront me when she thinks I'm wrong, challedge me if she thinks I'm lying. It is still up to me NOT to attack & rape children!!!!

So, I'll publish this entry now. Thanks for your time. Hug your child today. Or stop hurting them.